Sometimes the smallest things can make the biggest effect on our lives.
Well hello...My name is Kathy and I am here to share with you my adventures and experiences of being inside, what is known as the tiny little space in the heart.
I guess I need to give some background first as to what I am talking about when I refer to this tiny space, so that you will understand the stories I am going to share with you.
If you can image that inside your literal heart, there is a space which holds information about who you are and what you have experienced. I know most of us just think everything is kept in the brain. In the awareness of or memories and thoughts....but I assure you there is a space within your heart that holds memories and awareness far greater than that in the mind! And to make this even more interesting, I assure you there is an even greater place within the space inside the heart, known as the tiny space in the heart.
O.K. what am I talking about here?! If you could image, moving through or should I say inside your body, literally down inside your body to your physical heart...and than plunging yourself into the wall of the heart and than moving until you stopped, than asking for light to appear and than moving again, until you stopped again and now finding yourself inside a room where you could sit down and things began to happen.....well this is the story I am about to share with you.
Have I lost you already?! Are you thinking what the heck is this and where is this women going with this?
Well, all I can say is I hope you give this a chance..sit back and join the ride I took into the tiny space inside the heart. I hope by my sharing with you MY experience it will intrigue you and interest you to take this same exploration for yourself. Let me know when you ready! I'll be here to guide you and encourage you all along the way. In fact this is exactly what I do as a healer.
I guide you through the passages of your heart to know and be the most Authentic YOU, you can be.
My adventure began with my trip to Sedona Arizona to take a workshop called "illuminating the heart". During this workshop I learned exactly how to move into the tiny space in the heart and began to have my first experiences of what can and will happen there.
After attending the workshop in day 3 when I learned how to move into the tiny space of the heart,...I can talk about how to do this later but to just begin this blog I would prefer to just jump in and tell what happened.
That night I practiced this meditation which takes you into the sacred space of the heart and than further into the sacred tiny space in the heart. When I went into what seemed like a cave or room, I met my higher self and began to cry, he/she (they are kind of androgynous) just kept saying to me, it is time to let go, let yourself play and have fun. They kept saying your job is done, trust.
I just kept crying and kept saying are you sure, I have felt so alone in this world, how can I let go, I still have so much to do, to figure out. ( i am thinking about survival things here, like making money etc.) I just kept hearing let go and than I could feel this intense love flood into my heart and body. It was amazing. I left the mediation there and eventually fell asleep.
The next morning, I did this same meditation again, this time when I entered the sacred tiny space and found myself once again in a cave or room, I started crying again, this time really hard, again my higher self just kept saying, you need to be able to play, to let go, i just kept crying and couldn't figure out what I was feeling, than I saw in front of me a baby and myself, we were wearing clothes that looked like we were in what looked like medieval times.
I saw an image that showed me someone took my baby from me and I felt helpless and was crying and crying. I couldn't do anything about this. It made" me "physically cry even more, I realized this was a past life and in this now current life I have carried guilt and pain over this so much, I couldn't let my internal child play in this life time ( and even as a child I couldn't play, I was always very serious ). Than as I watched this image of the baby, in front of me, I than saw the baby coming to me, I held her and she began growing into a girl, than a women who hugged me and told me she loved me and that it was ok.
I realized this changed the entire event of loosing my child. I again physically cried and cried. I felt myself release the pain of this event, deep in my soul. My higher self told me, now you are free to play. It was really beautiful. I feel transformed. Lighter. I never knew that was there. No idea at all. But I understood it in my energy and I feel tremendously different, better after the event.
Yes this stuff in really deep and may seem confusing at first, but what an amazing gift! If any of you are interested or ready I can help you enter this special place inside your heart and heal the past.